I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

Long, long day...and quite strange. Long days always cause me to write a lot. Here are a couple poems that I wrote today.

Happy.____________________________________________

Once separated from my love,
Now soon I will be back in his arms.

His grace, his beauty, I long to see.
To look in his eyes, and let our love run free.

Repeated days together, endless hours spent.
Then our worlds pulled us apart,
Disturbing the beat of our hearts.

Once separated from my love,
Now soon I will be back in his arms.

His laugh, his voice, I long to hear.
To listen to him, and let his unconditional love,
Put me to sleep in a world of heavenly dreams.

Soon I'll be with him,
Back in the arms of my love.


Sad.____________________________________________



Cold tears begin to reach the edge of my lower eyes,
Making my chest feel so heavy,
And my emotions collide.

Here we go again; I’m getting stuck in the world of darkness,
Not knowing any clue of how to get out,
And only seeing repeating trees whispering in the gloomy air.

Cold tears now running down my face,
Making my skin feel freezing,
And my thoughts run to a place I cannot trace.

The leaves are falling from these hopeless trees,
As the wind blows,
Creating a chilling bitter breeze.

Cold tears of being lost, empty, confused.
The darkness refuses to show the light.

Leaving me hopeless,
Until the end of the night.

Cold tears hit the damp earth like rain falling from the sky,
Reminding me of nights I’ve experienced times before.

Yet the light will come,
The light will come,
After the end of the long dark night.

Love is the harmony, desire is the key.

Give thanks.

thank·ful   
[thangk-fuhl] Show IPA
–adjective
feeling or expressing gratitude; appreciative.

(Dictionary.com)

I may be wrong, but I think many in society go about their lives taking the things they were blessed with for granted. Luckily, Thanksgiving is the day that makes individuals recall how lucky they are to have such great families, friends, and especially great lives.
However, after today, we should let these important figures know that we are so appreciative of them regularly, and not take them or the other things around us for granted.

Just a simple sincere thank you to a significant other can touch them immensely and go along way.
So go ahead...brighten a day and give thanks!

Home.

I'll be back home in two days! I miss VTA, CA.
"You give me miles and miles of mountains, and I'll ask for the sea."

Just a few more years...

And then I will be here.







Come away with me.

Stop.

Stop.
Take a look.
What do you see?

See past each image,
and seek deeper within.

Let the color saturate your soul,
and let its meaning purify your mind.

Stop.
Take a look.
What do you see?

Even in this world of cruelty,
I can see that there is beauty.

Never lose hope. Never give up.
Seek the beauty in the world,
And let it move you.

Permanently.

November 16th.

November 14th.

No matter how blurry my world may get, you are my clarity.


DMP. <3

Sometimes.

Sometimes I just feel like giving up,
Even though I know it's best not to.

Sometimes I just want to surrender,
Even though the white flag reveals weakness.

My struggles are breaking me down.
Bit by bit, day by day.

I reminisce on the good days I had back in a world that is now gone.
A new life is here, and it is still so foreign.
So unknown.

Its rough leaving the place that you loved the most;
In hope for better, for worst, for everything.

These times up here can be good, and can be bad.
And right now,
They are bad.

A roller coaster this new life is.
It goes up and down.
It spins me round and round.

The thrill is exciting,
Yet the swirls are sickening.

Polar extremes.
Hard to handle.
Hard to cope.

Yet at the end of the day...
I still have hope.
Goodnight.

College.

College is hard...really hard.
Then again if it were easy, it would be boring.

So I guess I'm glad college is hard for it makes me a stronger person.
Bring it on, college.

Fog.

I thought California got heavy fog,
I must say though, I think Oregon has it worst.